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[19 Jun 2007|01:17pm] |
Oops I messed up again.
Spinning like a circle I knew I would be back here.
Repition.
Lesson never learned.
The past.
forgotten.
forced out of my memory.
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[26 May 2007|11:47pm] |
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I always dream that when I meet the right one...
that I'll forget the rest.
but how can when they've got me here?
I'll always miss you.
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[25 Feb 2007|12:08pm] |
Somtimes I sit around and wish something good would happen.
Like the reckless driving ticket I got yesterday....
Was I really going to let that mean ass cop convince me that I need driving help?
Only you... can convince yourself that you need help.
So If I were to call up Dad right now.. he would convince me that speeding.. runs in the family like usual.
But would he also mention that drinking runs in the family? Probably not.
Rob and I were talking tonight about addictions... and how once you realize that you've gone too far... it's too late to turn around and go down the right track.
Somtimes I wish that I had different thoughts running through my mind.
Like I wish I thought about Baskin Robins icecream... ahh the many flavors..
or fluffy kittens... Gee I really wish I had one to keep me company.
But instead I think about money... and sleeping... and work.
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[19 Feb 2007|07:54pm] |
I said chase me and you said
wait..
But it was too fuckin' late
I had built it up so long in my mind
that what I was doing was going to my new life to find
My legs were tired of waiting to move
so they didn't want to stop running.
I was tired of waiting for your calls.
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[30 Nov 2006|09:59pm] |
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Class, today we will be learning about the cycle of infatuation.
It begins with an open clean heart.love.
Mid-cycle, that heart breaks and it this causes the heart to rip apart and develop holes.
These holes are slowly stitched back together but.
Their will always be scars, forever.
From then on, the heart will always be seeking revenge, consciously and unconsciously,
To make others hurt the way it hurts,
Although this heart is hurting, it still remains open for business,
But it is evil, it does not trust.
It steals love, it lies, it cheats.
It takes things it does not deserve.
But it still feels empty, unfufilled.
Seeking the unknown.
It is a predator. It is out of control.
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| My senior show! |
[28 Mar 2006|07:55pm] |
This is for all those who aren't on facebook so you can't say I didn't invite you! :)
Senior Art Show
Hunt Gallery
Mary Baldwin College
Staunton, Virginia
April 25, 2005
4:00 to 5:00 pm
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[12 Feb 2006|06:46pm] |
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You make laugh... You make me smile.
You make the long days seem more worth while.
I long for your tight embrace
And your handsome face.
I miss you so much
And can't wait for the day when our lips may again touch.
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[21 Jan 2006|01:07pm] |
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I don't know where I'm going.... because I don't have the motivation to move.
And I can't remember where I have been.
I'm not lost. I'm on a magical faery adventure.
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[12 Jan 2006|05:57pm] |
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Soooooooooo hi guys. Back in college... ::look of horror::
Student teaching is going well minus the whole waking up at 7 am thing. The past few nights I have been so paranoid that I'm not going to be able to wake up on time...that I can't sleep... I'll wake up every hour and look at the clock.
I don't have to buy any books this semester which is really cool.
I'm really freaked out about what I'm going to be doing for my senior project :( Like I need the perfect idea and it just hasn't come to me yet... I have ideas but I just don't think that their exciting enough.
Other things I am worried about and probably will be for the rest of the semester
Money
Finding a job and a place to live after college (because I have no clue where I want to go)
Things I'm looking forward to:
Seeing Meghan and William on Monday and sleeping in an extra hour or so on Monday...
May 21st cuz it's fuckin' graduation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who hung out w/me over break! I'll miss you guys. K.I.T. and have fun in college (and good luck to those of you who are graduating!)
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[25 Dec 2005|11:54am] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!!!
I missssssssssssss you guys.
Anyways, I think I've caught whatever sickness my mother has. blegh and i left my bottle of Nyquil at college.
On Christmas, I always miss the excitement of when I was little.... and waking up at 4 am to get toys.... and going to visit my grandparents in Indiana and going to the candlelight service at night and then helping grandma pick out a poinsetta to take home. I miss being little.
Okay, well I'm gg help mom cook now. I hope you have a great Christmas and a Happy New Year! I will call u when I get back from Alaska on the 1st.
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[15 Dec 2005|01:24pm] |
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I hate guys.
I hate money.
I hate snow.
I want to run away.....
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| I don't know what I'm doing anymore... |
[05 Dec 2005|03:44pm] |
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Just found out that my great-grandmother will probably be dead by Friday.. and I'm probably not gonna be able to say goodbye.
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[10 Nov 2005|05:28pm] |
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ugh. I was fine yesterday but now I feel like shitttttt.... I DO NOT HAVE TIME TO BE SICK.
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[07 Nov 2005|09:13am] |
Okay.. I can't decide what to take for mayterm.
Intro to watercolor (which sounds really easy)
Psych of women
or go to Cyprus (Mulitcultural Psych) which costs 2500 but dad said he'd help me pay for it... but that means that I would probably have to do my art defense during exam week of spring semester.
Any suggestions?
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[27 Oct 2005|01:10pm] |
sleep or shower?
gosh. college decisions are so hard.
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[24 Oct 2005|09:37am] |
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Don't you hate it when you wake up... and you feel worse than when you went to bed... like physically tired... I feel like I got hit by a bus. GAUD COLLEGE. I NEED TO START GETTING BREAKFAST IN BED.
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[05 Oct 2005|11:15pm] |
A – Accent: i think i have a lil one
B - Breast size: 34b
C - Chore you hate: cleaning the toilet
D - Dad's name: william
E - Essential make-up item: eyeliner
F - Favorite perfume: tie: it changes because I have a short interest span
G - Gold or silver: gold
H - Hometown: culpeper, va
I - Insomnia: i sleep... but not deep sleep like ever:(
J - Job title: student
K - Kids: i wanna adopt some
L - Living arrangements: mcclung
M - Mom's birthplace: Ohio?
N - Number of apples you've eaten: i'm allergic to the skin on apples
O - Overnight hospital stays: None!
P - Phobia: the dark
R - Religious affiliation: methodist sometimes
S - Siblings: jason
T - Time you wake up: 11 today :)
U - Unnatural hair colors you've worn: purple, teal, rainbow, bleach blonde
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat: mashed potatoes
W - Worst habit: procrastinating on everything.
X - X-rays: um... i've had some on my teeth
Y - Yummy foods you make: noodles w/seasoning salt. i miss my seasoning salt. and popcorn w/hot sauce.
Z - Zodiac sign: LEO!
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[30 Sep 2005|09:02am] |
omg draft beer gives me headaches..
but it's cheaper!
and it's even better when it's FREE!
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